POST 1 ~ Dear Family......

Dear Family, ~ or whoever may be reading this at some point ~

My life's purpose has always been about the greater good of ALL.

At times I've had to step away to allow the dust to settle, & pray & heal & restore my strength to pursue what lies ahead.

My dear boys ~ you ~ each and every one ~ a true blessing to my life, and you are the reason why I choose to move forward in my chosen path(s).

My heart is filled with thoughts of you daily.  I envisioned each of you before you came to be.

I prayed to receive the gift that you are ~ and I hold such precious memories inside of me ~ of each of you & the experiences which we've endured together.

Today I looked at photos from our time in the Maritime provinces......(I digress back to the thoughts and memories during this time)....

Tristan ~ dear, sweet boy of 3 ~ and Mason (9-12 months) ~ toddling about with your never-ending energy and vibrant smile ~ BOTH of you such happy, amazing little souls.

Beach Babies ~ wash off the Atlantic Ocean salt & sand before I lay you down to dream xo

My heart could burst with all the love I have for you.....

Tanner ~ not yet here, but deeply embedded in my soul.  My thoughts are emblazened of visions of bringing another little boy into my arms ~ creating my perfect image of our family.

Brendan, Tristan, Mason, and Tanner~

I only ever wanted the best for us, and for a few good years we had that together.

The photos prove it all and I intend to start at the beginning and allow each of you to have a memento of your childhood from your mother's point of view ~ for I was your first and only photographer!!

Shared memories or not ~ you will see the joy ~ and the love ~ when you gaze upon them one day.

I pray for our healing ~ May we all one day return to that peace, love, and harmony that we possessed within us as we entered into this world.  May our hearts beat in unison once again ~ and may I one day hold each of you in my ever-loving arms again...... 

With all my love,

Momma Bear xo

Melissa Roy-Hiller

Dawson Creek, BC

May 2, 2018